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#I’m here yearning#like I want a husbanddd and some kids#and I’m like God when#but also I know he looking down at me like gurll#can u even take care of yourself#if I give you kids are u gonna break the generational curses or nah ?#Heaven knows I disappear when I’m miserable#I gotta learn to be present first and not be a ghost#then I can have these things lol#personal#venting in my tags again
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you don't gotta stay that way
#its vent art but like happy. what do u call that#relief art? thats already somthing#catharsis art#my art tag#transmasc#im getting used to using my arms again bear with me#fat trans art yayayyy#daftpatiences topsurgery
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how am i meant to ha wahoo yippee through life in these conditions
#vu talks shit#in this past week i have#gone to urgent care without insurance#paid about half my bills#been reminded that i still owe someone another near 200 for a trip i leave for in TWO DAYS#AND i paid for a rental space for something that i am ADMITTEDLY VERY HAPPY ABOUT BUT STILL SO BROKE NOW#and i have done ZERO grocery shopping#and im not sure i have the money to do grocery shopping right now#but im scared to look at my bank account after shelling out nearly 1k on everything else#AND i have to take my cat back to the vet soon cause she's starting to have asthma attacks again#i need to put everything new in my shop and put shit up for pre order cause i got charms im working on#but mAn i just#cannot afford the distractions rn#vent#AAAAAAAAAAUGH#i didnt wanna put that but i am stressing in the tags now
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All my attempts on drawing mr grizz
#art#fanart#my art#original art#unfinished#Splatoon#Splatoon 3#Splatoon 3 art#splatoon fanart#splatoon art#spaltoon fanart#splatoon mr grizz#mr grizz#grizzco#splatoon grizzco#furry#love bears#just don’t know how to draw them#ugh I don’t have any energies to draw or anything#im so miserable atm i need to finish so many assignments and projects I might actually die this week#I hate my life#im too young for all this shit I really just want to be left alone and in peace#oopsies vented on my tags again
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Here is your reminder that the Octonauts fandom is going to be PATIENT, will RESPECT your boundaries, will WAIT for your possible return to the fandom, and will NOT pressure you into anything. Any Octonauts fan that does otherwise should not count, because they clearly do not know what it means to be an Octonaut.
An Octonaut is patient, kind, helpful, and respectful, even if things don't go the way they want it specifically. They will care for the creatures(in this case, people) that come to them regardless of how they want their day to go.
Octonauts are selfless; they do not let what they WANT get in the way of what others NEED. They do not prioritize themselves over others. If you never return to the fandom again, THAT IS PERFECTLY FINE. Because that is what I'd best for YOU. It may disappoint some, but as long as you are safe, happy, and healthy, it should not matter what people WANT out of YOU and YOUR art.
If you do decide to come back to us, then we welcome you with open arms. There aren't enough of us to form an overall opinion about the fandom, and sadly bad experiences can taint the entire look of our community.
Trust me, I've had PLENTY of bad experiences myself(probably TMI, but I once had someone DM me to roleplay something where them as Captain Barnacles had insomnia, anxiety, depression, PTSD, and a crap ton of other things and I as Shellington had to comfort him and whatnot. And then Captain Barnacles got his arm ripped off and they never messaged me again. This was on WATTPAD. They have since removed DMs, and I can see why. So bad experiences can definitely ruin one's image of the fandom.)
But if you enjoy the Octonauts and that's what you want to draw, don't let idiots stop you!! Octonauts do not discriminate and any hateful person who calls themself an Octonaut never truly learned what it means to explore, rescue, and protect.
An Octonaut is meant to protect and care for their communities, and unnecessary aggression or rude comments should not be tolerated!!! Not by you or by us! Guilt tripping is not good either!
AND: Remember to drink water, eat food, get some rest, and take time for yourself! Have a lovely day/night factual :3
<XD The Octonauts fandom is a tough subject for me for a lot of reasons.. I guess now would be a decent time to finally open up about some of it..
To start, I have had more art theft/reposters, art tracers, copying/heavily adopting all my headcannon/design choices.. in the Octonauts fandom, more than every other fandom combined. Including FNAF. 70% of the time when someone shows me an account that has reposted my art? Its one of my Octonauts comics.
I'm pretty protective of my work and I like to keep things to myself, so having all of these happen so frequently in this fandom has kind'a spooked me away..
And I get it, the fandom is not that big. Chances are when someone has a different/unique/good idea, everyone is going to adopt it into their Octonauts universe. I get it.. but that doesn't stop me from feeling really uncomfortable about posting Octonauts artwork. And I also get that a lot of the people in the Octonauts fandom are really young and don't realize that reposting is theft, or that blatant tracing is theft. That doesn't stop it from being really frustrating to see and very discouraging.. especially when you say "hey, you traced my artwork, please don't do that.." they just straight up don't listen 💀
What's frustrating is that despite not having posted anything Octonauts related in a long time, I STILL deal with constant theft and art tracers. I had to block a few recently after they denied clearly tracing my art and refused to take anything down.
Not even to mention the people who have bashed me for not head cannoning Kwazii or Calico jack as trans.. I totally understand that its a widely accepted headcannon, but my Jack is just a rare male calico and Kwazii is a regular male tabby/calico mix. The constant "why dont you draw kwazii with top scars?? are you a transphobe?? stop misgendering kwazii he's trans!!" is really annoying..
Another thing that really bothers me is the constant crab comic asks. Despite explaining multiple times that I do not want to continue drawing that comic, I still get constant asks like this,👇
This was sent after a simple eye study of the Octonauts. And it said that I'm still on the fence about Octonauts. What part of that post makes you think I'm gonna go back to the crab comic?
I understand that a lot of these people are young and just don't understand that all this stuff is wrong or could be making me uncomfortable. But currently I just don't have the patience to deal with all this junk.. So until I can get my patience back or find a work around for this, Octonauts is officially back on the shelf. 😔
#my response#octonauts#long post#Hopefully finally addressing this somewhat will finally get some of those constant comments off my back-#“Wheres the crab comic? When will you draw octonauts again? You're a piece of sh*t for misgendering kwazii! why dont you ship these two??”#Brother pleaseeeee leave me be#Take one look at my blog and see that I haven't drawn it in monthsss#take the hIIINTTTTT 😭😭😭#mostly a vent#rare might delete later tag
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WIP - tommy, i-
part of the zombie au
#c!tommy#dsmp fanart#tommyinnit#dsmp#zombie au#as thanks for 1k notes!!! holy shit!!!! thank you so much!!! i did not expect anything i made to have that much attention!!!!!!#theres gonna be an additional part to this and i'll tag it with big Q but first#i gotta find out if i want it to be zombiebur shambling out the darkness holding a bloody blue beanie#or if its big Q looking like his world just ended again#(it did)#whatever the second part would be the last thing either of them heard was i love you (i loved you) punctuated by a report of gunfire#and from whose mouth did the words clumsily stumble out of? haha lets find out next month when i get through all my WIPs#hymns in progress#bit of a vent piece i was supposed to make smth else but i closed it without saving and i got so pissed i had to make someone sad
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⚔️🦈
#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#floyd leech#suntails#adding tags retroactively bc i dont want to be too worrying. so ppl know my brother almost tried to . and i had to take care of it#and i got a 900 dollar medical bill today. and im unemployed. so it um. kinda broke the last straw. and twt has been miserable to touch#got in a small fight w my friend and i felt physically sick and ive been having little mini breakdowns like 3 times a day and im not used t#i dont get sad like this. i dont GET soul-crushingly upset. i dont get nervous. i normally j shut down and get thru stuff so im rly lost#sry for the vent i dont intend for it to act as such. i j wanted to give context for whats been going on bc a lot of ppl here r tumblr-Only#i rly liked this when i drew it bc i love silly meme outfits. i drew minions a lot when i was into hq so it felt like returning to my roots#im sure when i feel less empty ill be happy w this again
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currently experiencing massive amounts of imposter syndrome. tryin to purge it with relaxing bg warm ups part 1 of my mw 'improvise' series ft price n a screw driver. and a mw comic for my au im ditchin since i missed the vibe i was aimin for
aaand a very pretty man. that was gonna be my roach in my au, but again, way too pretty for my lil bug 😂
#into the void#tagless wips#somethings i've learned over the decade of being a freelancer in the art world are so genuinely upsetting to me#i wonder why i bother a lot of days wish i never saw those patterns#those two yrs of not sharin a single piece of art with anyone did wonders for my mental health in relation to my art#art can be so violent sometimes. sigh#let me lay in that field again with only the sway of grasses and flowers for company. the dirt at my back#and a mind that's as tranquil and endless as that cloudless sky#take me back to better days when my thoughts werent so weary and my mind so dreary#long post#bit of a tag vent sorry for anyone that reads tags lol
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Don't feed the plants.
#the things i would do to this man it is insane he has a damn chokehold on me i never want him to let go#im sorry i am going nuts over him but he is my problematic babygirl#he is such a bitch in my head but i love brats#lmfao jfc sorry sorry ya'll i just needed to vent#anyways#osomatsu san#osomatsu-san#mr. osomatsu#Karamatsu#Karamatsu Matsuno#Akuma Karamatsu#Beelzebub Karamatsu#fan art#my art#little shop of horrors ref#anyone is free to go wild in the tags i love reading that shit lol#btw i am probably never gonna draw something this nuts ever again holy shit that took forever#worth it but daaamnn dude never again unless you pay me
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“ Drown in guilt, drown in sorrow ,
Drown until you're nothing but hollow ;
A sensation so tormenting, stealing each breath you take ,
And maybe one day, it all becomes faint . ”
D R O W N I N G
#mizu art#today was both my day and not at the same time#god i love life (sarcasm)#i wanna bash myself repeatedly into a wall until i can't move anymore <3#moving on before i start venting in the tags#killer sans#something new sans#killer!sans#undertale au#sans au#undertale#utmv#something new#what do I put here again i forgor
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You're the only person i follow who posts about thomas sanders
And i only watch him for sanders sides, i'm not really in the fsndom online, so i guess you are the best person to ask this
Why does thomas take so long to upload new sander sides?
ten questions scientists still can't answer, anon
#to expand beyond the cynicism#idk when you joined the fandom but i was there in like The Era. 2017. virgil's name reveal. i was 14 & Unwell#wrote a lot of fic (and i mean a Lot of fic) & was in the Wattpad Scene of it all#(not to do all the fandom hierarchy popularity bullshit but if anyone's wondering why i have 1500 followers on wattpad that's why)#anyways. 5 or so years go by. fans get older. content (or at least good canon content) is few & far between#i move on. move to ao3. move to tumblr & other fandoms#idk how i found the crit tag but it's a good place as an 'ex-fander' so to speak to vent frustrations#you'll find a lot of stuff in the tag on your question anon#basically my take is thomas wants all the money from the series & merch & patreon without actually putting in the work#as he's lost passion for the series but has hyped it up way way too long to back out now#idk he's kind of a shit person from what i've seen though again there's more elequent posts on it than this tag dump#i'll leave the appropriate tags below#ts crit#ts critical#ts criticism#asks
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closing time
#you know situation's dire when sparks breaks out the color block sona vent art LOOOOOOOL#sparks speaks#vent#again to all my new-ish followers i do post stuff like this from time 2 time PLEASE block one of those tags if you don't want to see it#long post#edit: fine to rb idgas#ummm NEway. i go back to college in like a month and the thought of it makes me want to curl up and die. idk if i can do it again tbh lol#i dont know how i survived the first time#<- LYING he does. and it was by letting the dissociation he is currently bitching about swallow him completely#if i really committed and tried i could probably claw my way out of this. but there's really no point when i'll just fall back into it soon#the forgetting my entire life does suck though. it does suck.#its really cool learning you've lost the only thing you thought you couldn't lose.#anyways. i'm fine im chillin i just. needed to get this out#if youre reading this preciate you. drink water
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tfw u gotta rescue ur situationship's situationship from freezing to death. call that polycule bonding <3
#aftermath of homura having a Moment and venting via hunting wraiths at 3am in her pjs. bc she's Normal#& due to Sayaka Trauma™️ kyoko has developed an ''oh lord akemi is doing something stupid again'' sense#and she's gonna drag all 2 pounds of homura's shivering emotionally unstable ass back to the apartment only for her to be like#''you're not going to wake tomoe over this are you.'' to which kyoko replies by kicking the door open and going ''MAMI WE'VE GOT A PROBLEM'#sorry lol thinking about my french vanilla fantasy wraith arc again. giving myself kyomamihomu crumbs#nova scribbles#also someone said i should tag this so. here u go fellow kyohomu enjoyers <3#kyoko sakura#homura akemi#kyohomu
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always covered in your tears and their blood.
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home2t4ck#jake english#blood#admin draws#fanart#not pointless angst vent doodle mind you this one is specifically about him. but im not gonna overexplain i trust the caption says enough#jake is fascinating bruh i cant believe how i just ghosted over him on the first go#i have so many thoughts on this guy. primarily wanna saddle him withh aromanticism woes and also feigning ignorance to everyone#including himself to evade responsibility. adn the avoidant attachment type. and th#hes just fun. if ur seeing this and you dont care about jake bc he seems shallow give him a shot you might like what you find#you should all rly read borzoi's jake metas theyre. theyre really good i cant even paraphrase it here#ok my eyelid twwitching again im gonna wrap up tags and idk go write sum stupid shit. toodles.
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This isn’t a post I want to make but if I’ve blocked you or someone you know, this usually isn’t personal. I do this to curate my own online experience, such as avoiding triggering content or images. If I’ve blocked you, it’s absolutely not okay to then follow me to other platforms such as AO3 to comment slurs or insults on either my fics or my friends. That behaviour isn’t okay, and it’s not healthy for either you or me so please respect my boundaries. Thank you!
#arcadi vents#not a tag i want to use again#but if any of my followers are encouraging this sort of behaviour please dont#its not fair on either party
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Cale’s really funny. Throughout the story, he shamelessly uses Alver’s status and name to tackle the more political side of his battles. Like ‘You think you’re the shit? Well, I have The future King (potential Emperor) as My backing. So don’t even try me,’ Is it Young Master Silver Shield or a villainess wife??? Abusing future Empress privileges comes naturally huh…
And then when we get to the indignity test where he’s 15yo Alver’s servant…
‘No backing??? I’m his backing. I’ll even sit him on the damn throne myself. Who has no backing??? Don’t look down on my prince…(flips the palace upside down)’ ah… my interpretation of Cale is getting crazy
#mold in my vents making me hallucinate alcale again#this albecale shit is so damn Serious#<- I’ll make this my tag
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