#venting in my tags again
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#I’m here yearning#like I want a husbanddd and some kids#and I’m like God when#but also I know he looking down at me like gurll#can u even take care of yourself#if I give you kids are u gonna break the generational curses or nah ?#Heaven knows I disappear when I’m miserable#I gotta learn to be present first and not be a ghost#then I can have these things lol#personal#venting in my tags again
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you don't gotta stay that way
#its vent art but like happy. what do u call that#relief art? thats already somthing#catharsis art#my art tag#transmasc#im getting used to using my arms again bear with me#fat trans art yayayyy#daftpatiences topsurgery
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how am i meant to ha wahoo yippee through life in these conditions
#vu talks shit#in this past week i have#gone to urgent care without insurance#paid about half my bills#been reminded that i still owe someone another near 200 for a trip i leave for in TWO DAYS#AND i paid for a rental space for something that i am ADMITTEDLY VERY HAPPY ABOUT BUT STILL SO BROKE NOW#and i have done ZERO grocery shopping#and im not sure i have the money to do grocery shopping right now#but im scared to look at my bank account after shelling out nearly 1k on everything else#AND i have to take my cat back to the vet soon cause she's starting to have asthma attacks again#i need to put everything new in my shop and put shit up for pre order cause i got charms im working on#but mAn i just#cannot afford the distractions rn#vent#AAAAAAAAAAUGH#i didnt wanna put that but i am stressing in the tags now
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All my attempts on drawing mr grizz
#art#fanart#my art#original art#unfinished#Splatoon#Splatoon 3#Splatoon 3 art#splatoon fanart#splatoon art#spaltoon fanart#splatoon mr grizz#mr grizz#grizzco#splatoon grizzco#furry#love bears#just don’t know how to draw them#ugh I don’t have any energies to draw or anything#im so miserable atm i need to finish so many assignments and projects I might actually die this week#I hate my life#im too young for all this shit I really just want to be left alone and in peace#oopsies vented on my tags again
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WIP - tommy, i-
part of the zombie au
#c!tommy#dsmp fanart#tommyinnit#dsmp#zombie au#as thanks for 1k notes!!! holy shit!!!! thank you so much!!! i did not expect anything i made to have that much attention!!!!!!#theres gonna be an additional part to this and i'll tag it with big Q but first#i gotta find out if i want it to be zombiebur shambling out the darkness holding a bloody blue beanie#or if its big Q looking like his world just ended again#(it did)#whatever the second part would be the last thing either of them heard was i love you (i loved you) punctuated by a report of gunfire#and from whose mouth did the words clumsily stumble out of? haha lets find out next month when i get through all my WIPs#hymns in progress#bit of a vent piece i was supposed to make smth else but i closed it without saving and i got so pissed i had to make someone sad
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🖼️ recent thoughts on loneliness 🫧
#vent art kinda but okay to rb!#my posts tag#my art#artists on tumblr#art#sparkleyiff#vent#vent art#i miss having friends. i wish the ppl i call friends would talk to me more. or ask how i am. i wish we all had the time again.
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tfw u gotta rescue ur situationship's situationship from freezing to death. call that polycule bonding <3
#aftermath of homura having a Moment and venting via hunting wraiths at 3am in her pjs. bc she's Normal#& due to Sayaka Trauma™️ kyoko has developed an ''oh lord akemi is doing something stupid again'' sense#and she's gonna drag all 2 pounds of homura's shivering emotionally unstable ass back to the apartment only for her to be like#''you're not going to wake tomoe over this are you.'' to which kyoko replies by kicking the door open and going ''MAMI WE'VE GOT A PROBLEM'#sorry lol thinking about my french vanilla fantasy wraith arc again. giving myself kyomamihomu crumbs#nova scribbles#also someone said i should tag this so. here u go fellow kyohomu enjoyers <3#kyoko sakura#homura akemi#kyohomu
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⚔️🦈
#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#floyd leech#suntails#adding tags retroactively bc i dont want to be too worrying. so ppl know my brother almost tried to . and i had to take care of it#and i got a 900 dollar medical bill today. and im unemployed. so it um. kinda broke the last straw. and twt has been miserable to touch#got in a small fight w my friend and i felt physically sick and ive been having little mini breakdowns like 3 times a day and im not used t#i dont get sad like this. i dont GET soul-crushingly upset. i dont get nervous. i normally j shut down and get thru stuff so im rly lost#sry for the vent i dont intend for it to act as such. i j wanted to give context for whats been going on bc a lot of ppl here r tumblr-Only#i rly liked this when i drew it bc i love silly meme outfits. i drew minions a lot when i was into hq so it felt like returning to my roots#im sure when i feel less empty ill be happy w this again
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currently experiencing massive amounts of imposter syndrome. tryin to purge it with relaxing bg warm ups part 1 of my mw 'improvise' series ft price n a screw driver. and a mw comic for my au im ditchin since i missed the vibe i was aimin for
aaand a very pretty man. that was gonna be my roach in my au, but again, way too pretty for my lil bug 😂
#into the void#tagless wips#somethings i've learned over the decade of being a freelancer in the art world are so genuinely upsetting to me#i wonder why i bother a lot of days wish i never saw those patterns#those two yrs of not sharin a single piece of art with anyone did wonders for my mental health in relation to my art#art can be so violent sometimes. sigh#let me lay in that field again with only the sway of grasses and flowers for company. the dirt at my back#and a mind that's as tranquil and endless as that cloudless sky#take me back to better days when my thoughts werent so weary and my mind so dreary#long post#bit of a tag vent sorry for anyone that reads tags lol
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Don't feed the plants.
#the things i would do to this man it is insane he has a damn chokehold on me i never want him to let go#im sorry i am going nuts over him but he is my problematic babygirl#he is such a bitch in my head but i love brats#lmfao jfc sorry sorry ya'll i just needed to vent#anyways#osomatsu san#osomatsu-san#mr. osomatsu#Karamatsu#Karamatsu Matsuno#Akuma Karamatsu#Beelzebub Karamatsu#fan art#my art#little shop of horrors ref#anyone is free to go wild in the tags i love reading that shit lol#btw i am probably never gonna draw something this nuts ever again holy shit that took forever#worth it but daaamnn dude never again unless you pay me
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You're the only person i follow who posts about thomas sanders
And i only watch him for sanders sides, i'm not really in the fsndom online, so i guess you are the best person to ask this
Why does thomas take so long to upload new sander sides?
ten questions scientists still can't answer, anon
#to expand beyond the cynicism#idk when you joined the fandom but i was there in like The Era. 2017. virgil's name reveal. i was 14 & Unwell#wrote a lot of fic (and i mean a Lot of fic) & was in the Wattpad Scene of it all#(not to do all the fandom hierarchy popularity bullshit but if anyone's wondering why i have 1500 followers on wattpad that's why)#anyways. 5 or so years go by. fans get older. content (or at least good canon content) is few & far between#i move on. move to ao3. move to tumblr & other fandoms#idk how i found the crit tag but it's a good place as an 'ex-fander' so to speak to vent frustrations#you'll find a lot of stuff in the tag on your question anon#basically my take is thomas wants all the money from the series & merch & patreon without actually putting in the work#as he's lost passion for the series but has hyped it up way way too long to back out now#idk he's kind of a shit person from what i've seen though again there's more elequent posts on it than this tag dump#i'll leave the appropriate tags below#ts crit#ts critical#ts criticism#asks
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“ Drown in guilt, drown in sorrow ,
Drown until you're nothing but hollow ;
A sensation so tormenting, stealing each breath you take ,
And maybe one day, it all becomes faint . ”
D R O W N I N G
#mizu art#today was both my day and not at the same time#god i love life (sarcasm)#i wanna bash myself repeatedly into a wall until i can't move anymore <3#moving on before i start venting in the tags#killer sans#something new sans#killer!sans#undertale au#sans au#undertale#utmv#something new#what do I put here again i forgor
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reaching
alt version under the cut
#artists on tumblr#fantasy art#original art#digital art#illustration#astrophysician#my art#how do i tag original art again#just a little vent piece this afternoon#really like how it came out
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closing time
#you know situation's dire when sparks breaks out the color block sona vent art LOOOOOOOL#sparks speaks#vent#again to all my new-ish followers i do post stuff like this from time 2 time PLEASE block one of those tags if you don't want to see it#long post#edit: fine to rb idgas#ummm NEway. i go back to college in like a month and the thought of it makes me want to curl up and die. idk if i can do it again tbh lol#i dont know how i survived the first time#<- LYING he does. and it was by letting the dissociation he is currently bitching about swallow him completely#if i really committed and tried i could probably claw my way out of this. but there's really no point when i'll just fall back into it soon#the forgetting my entire life does suck though. it does suck.#its really cool learning you've lost the only thing you thought you couldn't lose.#anyways. i'm fine im chillin i just. needed to get this out#if youre reading this preciate you. drink water
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THE USOS REUNITE WWE SMACKDOWN (OCTOBER 25, 2024)
#no useful tags just me bitching lmao#i am SO unmoved#im praying theres more to all this than them just speedrunning this reunion just so certain things can line up in time for ple shows#and so wrestling fans with less than one braincell can get the instant gratification of their favwit tag team together again 🥺#bc oh bite me lolllll#so much of this ~cinema~ is starting to feel rushed and im just hoping theres turns or angles or REASONS for it#but thats asking me to trust wrestling with carrying storylines fully and i do NOT#the things i wanted most from this story were jey getting proper acknowledgement/vindication and apology for his abuse#and explanation for why the family treats solo as they do (and then expect him to be a well adjusted adult lmao)#jey has NO reason to forgive them yet like did they buy him hallmark cards behind the scenes?#and theyve done much worse to him for much longer the new bloodline#you dont get to brag about this being the greatest slowburn long term cinema storytelling and then just....#im HOPING so bad its not just as simple as it looks i am#they keep swearing theres so many more 'innings' to this so idk prove me wrong please literally do#but that still wont make me moved by ✨og bloodline reunion✨#bc what yall mean yall are still the heels in my eyes like why do you have so many family members yall left on the side of the road#while talking about family above all and dont divide family lmao#and i get ~twin bond~ but LORD#actually that twin bond excuse is evil too#solo go bring in jeremiah since hes technically part of wwe canon too and beat their asses together actually lmao#i aint forgot jey saying something like having brothers is great but how being a twin is just different/special#like yeah sure but can you not make your other siblings sound like secondhand brothers or whatever shdhfhjf#ok im done. for now. for this post. maybe.#venting about my interests is fun for me ok#its how i process the information given to me and understand it#and also i like to bitch
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Do Not Repost My Audios On Spotify
Already made a post about this last year, but it seems no one got the message. And things have gotten worse.
On my own I have found 30 audios of mine reuploaded onto Spotify, all parts of podcasts that are full of stolen audios from other creators. Some say you can contact them and ask them to take it down, but Spotify has no DM function so how am I supposed to do that? Also. You should just not do it in the first place. I can guarantee you no creator is okay with this, none of them. You can get copyright takedowns for this as people's audios do count as their own work that is copyrighted, and you are stealing potential income from these creators by getting people to listen to their work on Spotify instead of on their Youtube where they make ad revenue. But in my case you're stealing more of my income that just that, because like I said, this time it's worse.
So we've got the tier 1 Spotify reuploaders. They rip audios from Youtube and put them on Spotify. There is literally no need to do this. All of my public SFW audios are available on Youtube to listen too for free. If you want to listen to them without ads and be able to turn off your screen you could get Youtube Premium or you could listen to them on soundgasm (if you're 18+). If you want to listen to them without an internet connection you could get Youtube Premium or join my $5 Patreon tier (if you're 18+) and get free HD downloads of all my public audios. Or... you could find some mystical way of creating mp3s from Youtube videos and I won't know you're doing it and I can't stop you and then you'd just have them. And I'm guessing that's what these Spotify reuploader's have done and I'm not gonna call anyone out for doing that... but then just keep those files to yourself, you don't need to reupload them. By reuploading them you're taking away my Youtube views and ad revenue.
Then we've got tier 2 Spotify reuploaders. These guys are ripping full 18+ explicit sexual audios from my soundgasm (18+ only) and putting them onto Spotify. These podcasts are full of 18+ audios from various creators. And for those unaware, Spotify does not allow pornographic or explicit sexual content on their platform. Because of course it doesn't. It's not that sort of platform. These reuploaders are not only stealing content, but putting it on a platform that doesn't allow it. At least one of these podcasts labelled themself as "16+" despite having this explicit sexual content. It doesn't matter if the age of consent in your country/state is 16 or younger, if it's on the internet where people from countries who's age of consent is 18 (the highest of any country) you have to label it as 18+ not a younger age. Having my content stolen, whether it's my audios or art, always feels gross. It feels even grosser when it's sexual content of you.
And the thing that makes this all so much worse this time around, the worst of the worst Spotify reuploader I have seen, the only one in tier 3. Why are they here? Because they have been reuploading my private, behind-a-pay-wall, Patreon exclusive, 18+ sexual audios onto Spotify. They are not only stealing content. They are not only posting explicit sexual content onto Spotify. They are stealing and leaking Patreon exclusive content onto Spotify, directly stealing from my main steam of income, and posting them for free. Have we all watched or listened too pirated content in our lives? Most likely yes. But I hope we all understand the big difference between watching a pirated copy of a Disney movie, a giant corporation who's still going to make money, and leaking a small creator's Patreon content. If all my Patreon audios were public I wouldn't have my main source of income, I wouldn't be able to pay my rent, for food, etc, and I'm not able to do other sorts of work due to mental and physical health problems. Leaking Patreon content is not the same as showing others something you've bought. If you buy a figurine and show a friend they may also want to buy that figurine and woa now two people own that figurine. If you buy one of my audios and show a friend they now aren't going to come and buy an audio they already have free access too, does that make sense? I hope we can all understand the difference it is to leak pay-walled content from a small creator.
Do not send hate to anyone who has reuploaded my work, do not try and find their socials, do not try and harass them or contact them in any way.
If you are a Spotify reuploader please listen to me: stop uploading more audios and delete all the ones you have already uploaded. It is never okay to reupload someone's work without permission. You do not reupload and then say you'll take it down if you ask. You ask first and then wait to get permission, if they say no you don't do it, and if they never answer you don't do it. But I find it extremely unlikely any creator would say yes. I can't believe I'm even slightly appreciating that at least those of you who just stole my Youtube videos at least didn't steal from my Patreon. But that doesn't make it okay. None of this is okay. Never upload my audios onto Spotify. And if you've listened to my audios on Spotify, it wasn't me who uploaded them, please stop listening to them on there.
Like I already said, it's easy to gain access to my audios, even for listening with your phone screen off or offline. Get them however you get them, I can't stop you, but don't reupload them. If you reupload them I am able and willing to report them and have them taken down.
If anyone finds more that I haven't already found and listed here please do let me know.
#the vampire vents#the vampire rambles#really thinking about making that well my stuff got stolen again tag maybe i'll call it#stop stealing my stuff
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